Stress
Last night I dreamt that I found a bakery to bake me my wedding desserts; and right next to the bakery was a hotel that had 50 mirrors in a standard-size guest room so all my bridesmaids and flower girls could find space/mirrors to prep with, and they offered complimentary hair curlers; and then the hotel started blurring and i was back home and my mom was sitting in the middle of a thousand different flowers, trying to figure out how to make a nice bouquet, so i had to turn on my macbook and show her a youtube video of how to make bouquets. and then suddenly, we were done with all bouquets after the video ended. and then my alarm rang and i had to wake up and go to work.
It’s a tiny bit stressful to plan a wedding when 1) your mom - a bride’s primary wedding confidante and planning buddy - is not in the country, 2) your fiance’s a 25-hour drive away, 3) none of your bridesmaids live in the same city as you, 4) you only have 7 (now less than 7) weeks left to somehow pull everything together, and 5) you don’t have a wedding planner.
I was pretty overwhelmed this weekend. Thus the dream, I guess.
All this stuff to do and yet, all I can think about while I’m at work is WHERE IS THAT HOTEL WITH 50 MIRRORS IN ONE ROOM?????
